You never walk alone ~cos Jesus is Carring you

Fan of GundamDestiny

2006-04-02T10:05:00.000-07:00

Wee pee !!! today was my start of 1 week holiday leave >>>> 2 more months before i complete my attachment. MAN i am extusated, complete weak and stress.! holiday is all i need heee...Got my pay 3 days ago. EEk i spent almost 3/4 quater le. OOooo bought myself a sweater, and a long pants. When down to look for Gundam serious at HMV, was kinda Expensive....then head on towards PS at the basement, got 1 TCS video shop i guess... Meaning the name of shop.! ha! Got myself a better price there ..Phew...cos me 150 dollars... yucks! 3 episodes and a NC16 Burst Angel Anime... Ha...must be thinking i am well prepare for my holidays le rite!!! haha Kinda over spent my cash...EEeek still got things i need to buy ZZzzzz

WAh...tought month for me, had lots of work...corupt ups and got myself fuck by chefs....dun why i suddenly lOst passion... REally, Imagine COok and cook !! -.-" i guess in everythings we do, it important to work hard! going all out for it.! but we must't forgot about REST! Feeling so GD !@!@ DA da da... Relaxing myself in the prensence of Hillsongs..

Hmm..i am wondering how's this person doing in camp...HAhaa.. Have Fun!~ Hmm...one of my friend just went in Ns....OOoo getting nearer for me ...EEk.! Well... duno wat to blog le... Hmm... guess i go play games le. Nitey

Your smlie Brings joy to the person around you ^_^

Losing the PAssion

2006-03-19T09:57:00.000-08:00

Today was an early morning for me, started of work at 6 am. Had a taxi ride to work, was handling the excutive club today. 29 level of hotel, a very nice enviroment and WOw GD view! See almost the half of singapore. Cool rite ? Gee, today had a new staff on the service side join us. today i sit at the sofa, watching the sun rise... ( as i was watching, many toughts came to my mind. Frm my view on top, it like i am in control of the world, everything is so small.) it a very relax place to be in, with very comforable sofa. Well it for the VIP whu came to this hotel to stay.

Today in hotel not as buzy then usual, not much things to do. It was so peaceful around, everythings was so slow. When it is buzy, man it stress for me. 2pm end work. i was kinda Sleepy, so i took bus 51. About an hour journey home, i slept thru out the whole trip. when i step in the house, saw my lovely younger brother HuGs! Haha... sit at the soFA ! enjoying a chinese show Called " LIon ROaR" i like the show lots.

noon time , kinda being pester by the Di. they were playing basketball near my house area. Well drop by there to say hi. seems like the group has growth, some new faces. Then after when down to my buddy house sidney. Was trying to paint the models, but !! he was Playing EverQuest Zzz... so i read the warmachine storyline. not long i fell asleep. I appear in some forest and suddenly bombing started. haha joking la....Lame.. WAh amazing! i was Sleeping till 8pm. In between he came disturb me Zzzz LOL her mum came in too...Paiseh...Haha.. Just SO tired.....STRESS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! phew...

Thank god ! was my off day the next day, haha so we both deicided to pay a visit to Mr Mario! haha wanted to catch a late movie but was all Super LATE! 12am or 2.22am..ZZzz so we just when there to eat. OH YA! there is this japanese fast food in town VERY nice !!! WAH.... recommemded by me. then we all took cab home...LOL....

Hope to have a Success STart to all my Warmachine Buddy! ~!
Faith is when u Carry your courage to the BOARD !^_^

Time Flies

2006-03-07T08:00:00.000-08:00

What the lastest newS? Ha....
guess i am just laming around here.Well working thru this few mths, ha! an a phew~ Many things just happen. Sometimes the Looks of the chef my seems tempting haha.... are u sure ! you up to it! ? Man..... it like a patience game..... Fast..... knowleage.... strength....Time..... and most of all it's the passion. thinking...and thinking.... will i work this line ? Haha.... well the disavantage is..
1. NO life ( u get stuck in hotel)
2. Long working hrs
3. health problems( when old)
4.Pay low( if u are frm cook 1-3 $1400BElow)
5.Miss Holidays

Well.....Advantage is
1.a stable Job ( almost everywhere need ppl)
2.eat expensive stuff (hee hee)
3.hmm...Looks handsome(hee hee)
4.if post CDP above u get 1600-2500 dollars
5.sous chef $3000-$6000
6. Excutive chef -PAY $14000 =.="

That all i can think of now, time really flies another 3 more months i will be graduating. YesH>> well guess ns will be calling me in this october le. GOt Pest A for the medic check up.Zzzz man.! haven really exercise lately.BUt haPPY! GOT my new Computer~!!!! woo HOO! new phone! new! clothes! new GAMES~! ^^ thinking so much~! guess i must relax myself.... STep by sTEp.....

Man~! CheerS! thursday got soccer .... haha... playing for hotel..... think i going to puke.~! ZZzzz tummy growing abit round haha.... FATS!~ okie tat's all...Folks! oh YA! Jonathan SRY , kinda buzy....this saturday i am off ^_^ but i am book in the evening 4pm.

For People whu are discourage
Dun CARE! what People think of you! Most impt is you have confidence in what you are doing. Believe and DO! Remember dun hestitate ^_^ cheers! tiger pls HAa....

Did i ?

2006-02-26T11:15:00.000-08:00

WAt SUP ???
OH, hi~!

finally hee, a break on my sunday....RESt,Moive, Family..................................... Woke up 12.30pm.....Ha.......
Yesh....2 more days b4 i complete my pontini attachment. Going to western banquet soon~! another new enviroment. Man~! i need some entertainment man.....HaaHAa..~ picking up a new HobbY~! can't wait to start.........EH..Donald ? did i make any promise ? even if i do ? forget it BA~! man words always fail... LOL.....

Yesh....i had cooked for 200 couples tat nite.....=.=" MAn...sick of cooking hahaa...well there is still much for me to learn.
Guys YA knoW WAT ? i FElt honoured, hahaa of all the trainee there. the chef pick me to represant Pontini to go for an promotion. WAH>>>> imAGE siA!~ well with one of the CHEF KK (SingaporeTeam) WAH seh... and Guess whu i SAW ? HAHA not sam LEong But CHef Eric Teo ~~~~!!! the Team leader of singapore chef TEam.~! honoured man! when he pad on my shoulder!~ LOT's of motivation.Hee hee.... waH>> lots of famous chef there tat day.... had lots of food tasting there too....FAT>>>haha.....

Fun~! yesH got this chance too, to help my chef in this coming food asian competition. HOpe i can be a gREAt Aid TO him. ALL the WAY>

HAh...
going to relax myself this mth~! GAMing Time ~!

Pontini

2006-01-31T10:39:00.000-08:00

CNY haizZz just another day ~~ haaHaa....

Well i was working on that particular day, Zzzz haha....Yay~! new kitchen enviroment again. now working in an italy fine-dinning called Pontini( WOrld gourment is held there man!) Been working there for almost a month from now. WAH!~ BuzY! man i kinda incharge of the kitchen on the cold-side. Meaning all the deserts and appitiser and buffet items are being perpare by me.~! Tough job! but i like it very much. Haaa cause i get to prepare and plan my own menu. Fun FuN.! order anything i like.... COOL Man!~ Sad thing is, 2 VEry good chef just left today, they wanted to go other place for more experience. SAD But haD a farewell Party for them today~ Champane Wine....WAH...First time drink so much....Puke..~! ZZz now only me and the part-time worker only....But no to worried, the italian chef always there to guide me on my menu. Happy with the current work load i have now. Very gd enviroment to work in, wah... there is no waiter in that resturant, only captain above. 5 stars service man.! Well not to short of ( CHioBU) hahaA...

Man i gettng a little playboy now!~ LOL...welll not a bad thing either... need more inspirtation on my menu~! When to kinokuniya and borders, Ha becoming one of my farvourate place to be in. broke, haha spent too much on the books. Hmm.... there is so much to say about it, dun even know how to share HAha....CRAp rite ? well let's take a look at who has tag here ? OH my ~ CNY to ALLL dudES~! Wish all Studies and Succees ~! upon you ALL some CAn Grow TAller also...And fatter also Haa....skinner ?LOL..craping.

JAmesZH, sry dun feel like reading those letters so i threw all away. thanks alot but dun border to write again.Sorry about it. Dun Want to Remember BAD memories~!

Passion to Carry on my Process to BEcome ART of Chefs~
Yucks , DAy passing FAst....NS coming...-.-" ZZZz tired le GOT to GO SLEep....WAH...MY eye bag getting thicker..............SLEEP IS all i need.~AH! Stay HEAthy readers~! TML a big DAY~ a journlist from the media coming to our resturant hope can take pics of me and my chef's. =)

Happen

2006-01-18T09:48:00.000-08:00

?? why am i here ??

hmm.... man, kinda dusty! cough~cough~
Been awhile seens i last blog... wonder who is reading, hOpefully everyone is doing Fine...
Wow, hmm....it's been quite adventure during the past few months. Many things happen, and i wonder how faithful am i to the lord. Sad to say, no church no bible.... man.... but somehow i prefer this way... sense of freedom i guess?
REally been very tiring thru my job, it a real experience to me. Challenges come after and after , somehow i need more! Ha.... BLood shed, Tears drew out, discourages, disappointment. Man! As a trainee, Really have to go thru all of them.....i can really see the hard work i put out. Sad, god may u be graceful to laren. ( one of my shatec classmate passaway) sad... afew has quit school. hmm.... somehow in this line, Passion or determination must be strong,! Phew i almost thought of quiting.... Nah..! ha!

duno know wat to blog about too, well i guess i just end here..
A prayer" dear father help me to keep my passion in my heart, somehow i growing weary. some how i doing things that i should not say or do. protect my loves ones and keep them strengthen!may your grace be upon me.

A will to win is a HEart to LEArn~
A challenge in Life is a Learning step to Grow~
A lesson learned is a new start of things~
Keep MOving~! Dear ppl HEy Darly You too! dun STop!

Mexician ee ba ee ba ee ba amba amba leh !

2005-11-17T09:11:00.000-08:00

-------------------Above ALL--------------------

weee...man...bloggging again Haahaa... i wonder's who read my blog ? haha...Hmm.... on wednesday got my off day, yucks! i miss church in the morning....too early....could't get up...Guess wat ? i woke up at 1 pm.... -_-" Eeek! HaiZzz... God have mercy on me... hee hee...
mAn i had already watched 3 movies this week! When with my sister and slyvester to watch -Just Like Heaven- hmm comments on the show....hmm.... something new! quite a twist and unexpected situiation too... Hah.. i wonder ? how come the man not scare of her ?? hmm..... wait ya watched! 4Stars for the Show ! haha...touching too....Sob Sob...saw my sister Crying....Haha....shhh!!
Another SHOW! IS !!! HARRRY PotTER !!!
ZZzzzz duno y this chapter quite boring to me..... i almost slept in the movie =.= " haha when with my buddy Darly to watch heehee managed to get the tickets Sia ! 3 stars only i give. One TipS! next time when go marina Square must WEAR more-- like jacket or sometime~FReaking!! CoLD almost freeZe to death hahaa and i was wearing a Sweater some more....Thank god we had KFC Zinger mEAL yummie...heE
Finally~! a show tat really amaze me. The Exorcism of Emily Rose, u think scary ? hmm... not really la~!... i find it more like a documentry show that a movie. Wow it's base on a true story which happens during 1970!! Tat Gal was being possess by 6 Devils! one of them is lucifier WAh!~ it's like jesus also, but emily rose serve god in another way... she could decicde ! man! if it happens to me ? i wonder how ? i think i cannot take it also.... i admire his boyfriend ! who stay wif emily rose throught out! Thank god! this show ! somehow it drew me the important's of the gospel again...yes Push! Push! hmm... one of my chef came to watch with me too, he is a malay, and 2 other classmate....hope it impact or plant something in them. hmm... 5stARS for it! i would challenge all the christian to watch haha ^^ so that she did not die in vain! shARE cmon share!

After the shows,~! On tuseday... guess who i saw ? man... i did't imagine i would meet mattEw, he hop church too, but he looked very different. i ponder why god allow me and him to meet ? did something alike happen to both of us ? i got his contact number, hmm...hmm.... i am relying more and more too my instint rather then his ways....

---> things to Buy HAHA..!
> a new BED! saw one quite Cute its a Chair BED Yucks 250 bucks SOB
> a new book shelf
> a Blue and white Pain( thinking of painting my Room,adding some personal drawing haaa wat should i draw ? hmm...)
> AND a Brand NEW computer !!!
> lastly settle all my bills -_-"

which means i have to prepare to do more OT in work! YEA! workHARD WORkHard!

New Hope!~

2005-11-10T00:54:00.000-08:00

how's everybody doing ?~! hope all doing fine.... As for me, hmm....buzy! Haha... Yay! praise god ^^ happy for zhichen finially he make his decision and got himself a attachment place to start. I believe nthing is never too late if you believe hOPe his passion in this line will carry him !
Yucks! 3 months no church no bible ..... man..... wat am i doing ?! Haha...Lost the feeling of going to church! no where to start ~! and god is gracious towards me. Got a new spiritual Buddy! Haha...both of us somehow struggling the same problem .... Man!! Well i remember ~ iron sharpen irons....God mould us! both to be christ-like~! i duno how to serve u ? maybe u got us another task where i can serve. Push Buddie !!haha i must push ALSO! ^^ well YAy feel secure aleast i got someone to account to in my spiritual walk.

Yay got paid, was thinking of getting a new bible to motivate me to read on. seens my old bible is quite torn, TouchED* can't bear to throw away....Keep! haha..... hmm....hmm.... new enviroment! haha actually quite excited duno y also ? wat or how the church there runs ? never seen the ppl there b4.... going there alone!~ Going to Pull out my courages ! Trembling hehee....MUst! i pray too, zhi chen will join me shortly.Man really got myself side track this feel months....buzyness....

working today was very buzy, with new promotions on the mexican food yummie HAha... my stomach is bLess SHIT....i think i gainweght again ..! DOnnie ConTROL !!! LOLs.... think of it! man! the promotion is very cheap sia !~ got UOB credit card you get to eat a buffet of $40 yet 1 to 1 free!!!! mean each person 20 bucks ! wah seh! better then any other buffet in town. -_- which means the more buzy i going to get ! Remember Haha...mon-thur only !! u come on fri/sat/sun 87 dors !! pay urself hor HAhaa.... sAD... after long long so long..i was so careful in cuting Finally i cut my hand -_- OUCH!!! thank god was only the flesh and not my finger ....sob.... sob.... Pain .....PAin.....

ULarie Struggling into the Presence of the RAin
Being content a BLessing~ compare urself to the 3rd World countries~! ^_^ be a channel of blessing ~! YEA!

Hero to ZERO (humji King )

2005-11-08T20:48:00.000-08:00

dadaa ~~ Daadaa......Boooooo....

Zzzz back! from my buzy work schedule, really got no time to blog. well today is my off day hehee...phew....amen! duno wat should i blog about, hmm.... yay! i just got my salaries, wah really feels gd when u get paid.

great it's been a month already working, wah...this line arh...i seems like my working place is my 2nd home.this few days giving myself lots of pressure to learn new things. maked a couple of gd friends there.. haha..hmm....my face very black meh ? maybe i never see my face i duno.. this waitress kee[p asking me to smile more haha... interesting gal... add on laugher in my life. This came to me tat, althought i had a lot of skills i think, but come to wooing gals i am ZERO!...Hero to ZEro....yucks~ until now i dun dare to ask her number....Zzzz humji King ~... i think during my secondary sch also the same...haiZzzz wEll....everyone sure got his/her weakness...shit... can't stop thinking of her....EAsse!!guard my heart !? still need meh? HAHA....
God is this the right one ? give me courage !~ hee hee

yAy~ i found a weekday church....at river valley ! Praise the lORd going attend soon hehee!
shall chat until here...

Creative TiraMisu

2005-10-27T02:15:00.000-07:00

Touching heaven changing Earth...
Man! had a tiring week, but i have to keep focus and Postive! pAssion Heehee... wow! so blessed today, had a small 25 mins chat with my excutive Lauern ( frenchman) haha so honoured tat he talk to me 1 to 1 by spending time with me. A Great encouragment, althought we are chatting but it was not just a simple conversation rather a time for me to learn about his life and his working culture( excutive's Works) GREAt , HAha i make a mistake... man... i thought studying degree in culinary arts will bring me far but it was wrong.... it HOTEL Management DEgREE! & the experience tat will bring me FAr~ thinking of tat course YEA contact Charlene abt her Course ^_^ wondering how is she doing in sweden~ Pondering how long will i take to climb there... haha... just A DREam..

hmm...many changes happen, oh my !2 chef's i am working with had just left yestaday. sad. because they can't accept the work flow and plan the Chef implement. Sad... Sad... he use to Praise me, saying my name Donnie is special! will be come well known.. Chef Raymond! sob...he is the guy whu attend church on sunday. yucks~ help gone.GOD help him~ get a gd job after he leave....

Today Raining heavily, many things came into my mind. Was thinking had i make the correct decision? going into my line i have to commit alot of time. " asking myself am i interested ?" YES! haha... just so worried, about my buddy zhichen.. he haven't got his hotel, because he thought of stopping his course due to the commitment he can't make or perhams it is his interests. this boy had a funny interest " going around the world traveling" LOL " even had plans to work and invest opening the resturant but letting me cook -_-". haha.. funny boy, talked to him yestaday, we reasoned and come out with postive comments abt his decision . ( God i ask of you , may u shine his path too) hope his decision he make it right.

Running alone , sometimes i pond maybe i need a girlfriend for motivation~ even the chef encourages me to have one... hmm....maybe i should give her(Pretty wor in my work place) and myself a chance..damn..temptation~ my mind is full of putting my dreams first... Haha... thinking back of this question came into my mind tat i had say this to many ppl, if you can't love a perfect god how can you love a imperfect women. Now it came to me, have i put god first ? in my life? hmm... i think i fail to do that. But i never fail to pray..god hears us when we talk to him... proverbs 3:16
God i putting my trust in you, this path is dim.... and deep....Dark....shallow....many monster....i will claim saying there is lots of honey and milk ! i know i have make a correct decision. i am going to fight the greatest battle in my life , approaching the adult hood with many enviroment and social needs i need to handle. The excutive chef told me, to be successful.. your social Life must be Good too. God i await your angels upon me.

Ularie hugging in the presense of the Rain, adoring him
Keep on Raining on you! Searching heaven where i belong to his Plan.

Burned Tiramisu

2005-10-22T02:06:00.000-07:00

Sleepy Eyes~~ ha..tired... back Pain..head Pain...Stomach too full, Man i think i need a Bed Badly
hmm...why am i still here blogging ? LOL ? hmm... sometimes is good to write down all your happening i guess a record of happenings to remember Haha.

it's been 2 weeks working, really missing my secondary school days. working is totaly different! Man my OT is also increasing DOTS~ tml working from 8am-11pm soB SoB. today quite disappointing, dun y quite blur working maybe is stress~ Haha...the PRessure is always On. well, taking about wok.. Asian type of wok cooking, haiZz very heavy.. haven master to flip and cook, tat is one think i really duno how to perform well.if only i can master tat, i been starting to cook.~haiZzz now only able to cook spaghetti ,club sandwitch , and cold deserts. Cmon~! need Some creative ideas ~!BRainstorming~!
today i was told to incharge of the BBQ section, oh Yummie! got Jumbo Prawns, Kampong Fish,Swordfish,Stink RAy aNd Squid Slup!! HOT! and they are all hot GRilled~ tat's all for kitchen...

Hmm..Zou Finally OPen, Guess what ? it is just Beside my hotel LOL>>> Happening PLace! need to COVer my Eyes Haha... Zip----- LOls..

all of a sudden this song came into my mind, " i am a flower quickly FAding, here today and gone tml, a wave in the ocean........drifting further from God... Man! working sure hard to keep focus! REcord REcord! now i guess why i here to blog, telling mysELF keep track~ this few days got a few flyer" church invitaiton" man my off day always falls on week days... friday sat sun Cut~ DRY man... any church got week day service ? hmm...
indeed~! god is a resourceful , one of the chef in this hotel is christian he attends church on sunday! need to search FOR HIM! thank god ~wah like a messanger from him... now i understand , a map is very important.! happy today, about my african Dream.. today had a african old couple came for an holiday ... wah nice chat with them.... intesting ppl.. they are very expressional ppl.....a delious or good ~ must GRab my hand and thank me>>my pleasure haa......hmm..i think i need to change my blog song!! how ? LOL medic ???!!wrong 1 fm98.7!haa

Searching for a BOAt,Ship, nah.... Church

GOOD daY my Fellower REAders! haa thanks Jm.. for correcting my spelling, man i have alot of grammer mistakes. Maybe i need to write in order...always in a rush, how to improve my english >??? and ChineSE? ? and I want to pick up French. -_-! Focus! May the LORd strengthen us like litte children so Hungry FOR Growth.

Tiramisu part 2

2005-10-17T10:03:00.000-07:00

This 2 days was Fantastic! I really see a lot in the restaurant buffet function on Sunday, wor not cheap to eat in the Sunday branch. 1 person cost 87 dollars -_-! Most of the guest can tell by their wear, rich people. Hehe I was told to in charge of the MOST expensive food called farc guose ( duno spell correct? It is Goose liver). Wah very tasty but not a healthy food to eat, the process of breeding the goose is very cruel haiZzz only rich people can eat. If you can have that every 1 week, I think u are very rich le HahA.. tat’s Sunday!
Monday! Another Great DAY ! This time even more challenging, I was called by my chef to in charge of the dinner buffet! WAH seh! It like a head chef job, woo hoo… impressive rite? Really not easy to run… Very buzy! Must maintain the food A LOT! Preparation plus outside stand by and more…. The First 10mins I was already being pit-point haa forgot to check on the soup… too nervous~ haiZzz but other then tat I think I really done a GOOD job only me doing the top up. But of course got the help of the head chef mah. Thank god I doing the job as runner hee if not I have to sit outside bbQ sata~~Sweating Job~
Working as chef sure is fun~ make a lot of mistakes, like this à putting a pot with mash potato inside the oven -_-“! Did’t know will cos an explosion phew thank got my partner saw and taught me phew….

Today working quite sad, most of the waiter and waitress come from attachment in Indonesia schools, Bali I think. They all complete there 6 months training and returning home today , sob see them crying and hugging Haaa aLL the bESt for them in their career too! The chef keep on teaching me, Passion using my heart to do the work will produce a different results… yesh passion !! so happy!! It’s really fun when u talk to the Europeans abt food and local delicacy, but I dun like to serve singaporeans~ all so cheapo one…like never eat b4 one… do u know tat which is the most difficult quest in the world hotels ???? HAAHAAA???? It’s India and Singaporean! Man! Our image sure is bad…haa well all for today~ Crapping in the HOTEL…. EATing OH shit! I am FAT! I gain 4 kg! SHIT
But I feel muscles developing hee

Passion to be a executive Chef ‘ WAt abt you’ have ur heart stop beating? Start it’s fire

Tiramisu

2005-10-12T10:14:00.000-07:00

It’s been a week plus in my training, hmm dun know how to rate my self. Make couple of stupid mistakes, I forgot to bring my keys for locker and I overslept during my lunch break and the chef in charge came call me up. Oh my.. terrible impression -_-! But other then that my performance should be very good. Wah think of it being a chef, it’s not just cooking now, knowledge is power! Being a chef not only learns how to cook, but being able to interact with guest is also a very important Factor. Take a look nowadays so many Europeans get so high job why?Reason Because they are very sociable compare to Asian. Celebrate,haha So happy today the executive chef praises me that one day I will be a great chef if i keep my Current progress. Hmm... I learn a lot in my work, where does learning come from? In the kitchen I dun really get to learn a lot, I have to be the first by asking questions go and see. If not I can do nothing, learning is all about doing mistakes. If you think u are great? Then why are u trying or prove urself great? Haa..understand? means we have to make mistakes in order to learn many! Stressed up! So many things I have to pick up, yet they are all my basic! Oh my! Tiring day heehee yet today I enjoy the most after 1030pm where we start to clear the buffet food heehee most of it when in to my tummy Yummie! The Choc locate cakes and Hot food ….Indescribable…

Interesting things happen today, after work hah a called from jey that interest & funny guy, as usual so crappie haaa… didn’t know his working place is just beside my hotel! hah can go lunch together when we both meet up!
Hmm.. I was shock when I open my letter box too! Thanks Tobias hope u do well in your adult there ^_^.

Working hard! I just got motivated~ when I heard about hotels doing good deeds. Where those children homes received the left over food from hotel. Really haiZz one day I really dump a lot of food in the bin … I think can feed 40+ ppl ~ each day lol… have i sin ? by throwing away ?

How can I go to Africa~ as I ponder ~ is chef my really my profession I want! Something is out there ~! Waiting for me to accomplish! Lord may your path light it up~CheF+Dream+AFrica+SoccER+Billionaire~

In the presence of Songs of Worship

Inside story of Grand Copthorne Water Front

2005-10-07T19:36:00.000-07:00

Great being a new staff there sure were fun! first few days,had lots of studies to learn abt the hotel. wow my hotel chairman is one of the richest Man in aSian!-_- he owns 120+ hotels and All the CDL building is own by him not including his personal owning.DaMn Rich!~hope he wana a grandSon Hee.
Hotel Life very different from working outside, many responsiblity as i took on a role in trainee chef. Great new uniforms and wearing A CHEF HAT! Omg... Chef must be CLEan... wah!~hee got a Good Excutive chef just came into this hotel too , a french guy who had work in asian for 19 years!interesting person, great to learn from him, hope i can one day climb to his poisition.Taking abt the Excutive chef, before i came in this hotel there was another French chef incharge. WOW! he wow alot of awards and internation recogation,but...he is a very strict personality.... he sack alot of chefs,-_-" some because of drinking water infront of him due to disrespect all this Causing him lots of problems in managing all the chefs...(7 big kitchen in the hotel i think got close the 80 + chef) Wah seh how to over look ?? dots but he resign due to all the team doesn't wana to work with him... thank god too if not i going to be under him.But no worries got a new Excutive chef hope he florish in his career too teaching me lots of new skills.
wah.. Da feeling is Shuan man! Wearing Chef uniforms and a chef Hat standing at the buffen area, doing curving and serving guess... LOOks so COOL.. when guest ask abt all the dishes and names where it come froms..Knowledge!!!! Haaa some i also duno Zzzz too many dishes until i blur.... but ALot of Beatiful GALS~ Noise REALLY BLeed~~~... haa the excutive chef also very funni .... TELL me too Look at all the bABes, and ask me to be very CLean because aLL thee Gals are looking at you.CheF image~ i think one day i wana marry a korean or japanese gals..~ time to know them LOL...
hee hee... HaiZzz first day of my job i got Stress le, OT(overtime) but not bad la they pay me labour pay rather than trainee pay. wah but the timing abit not gd....3-11pm sob.... 9-10pm...sob but ... i duno y i really enjoy the work there where u prepare the stuff and cooking ... Haa... B UT when Very Buzy !Stress only 1 chef in a station.....means u basically alone... LOL...doing all the menu and prepration.
One of my friend working next to my hotel too called furama .. hee always going work and going home together haa~ he staying with me~HaiZz~ but i enjoy the fun >Chatting and REally see both of us the Sloppy eYES...tough job~!bones and mussles aching... think wana go find the foot fexology or some suna thinky~~Haa....! when i get my paid...
sob ... zhichen dun have hotel yet...another sad thing... worring for him...may god's way open many Opportunity for him~!YEA! Seeking Opportunity to become Excutive CHef. hahaZ.. lazy to contiue the happenings just too many.. time to rest! no much time left.. Haa Working on sunday too.~
Oh and one more thing! god strengthen those whu seek you ~! not by their fame or title for they are strong but by the Love and grace u strengthen them.

Ularie Falling under the Presense of his oh mighty Rain

Attachment Review

2005-09-30T21:33:00.000-07:00

Keep On Waiting oN yOu

YaY! CongraZs to Myself, Finally a hotel accepted me to completed my attachment. PRaise Whu ? GOd .. Haha
Amazaing wor, not bad hotel too its 4and the half sTars Called Grand Copthorne Water Front. So Happy, Was so worried... tat i might not have an attachment place to complete my dipolma. Haa, tat day phew.... took me a day to when to tat place for interview, a few abt 10 i guess when for the interview, only the lucky 4 was selected haa Thank god! i was worried tat i am working alone, did't know tat my classmate Called darly was selected by the hotel too WAh...not alone HEE got a bro with me phew..Then was interview by 2 person, each of them took me 30 mins. Scary Haa...alot of personal Questions and Skills.The Human Resoures Female called amanda haa became our nanny for tat hotel, because its her job to take care of us, very careered women she work b4 3 job guess wat?i think most gals would do it i guess Haa, she work b4 army combact medic, air stewdess, and human resourese department WOW seh..all is her interest and she enjoys doing this job, hope she will be nice and look after the new 4 babies.... YAY... Saw the working enviroment there, quite Fun , kitchen space big and workers there very friendly and most important got BabES ^_^

Wah there got 3 types of kitchen => Italian, Banquet and buffet ... Woo... gdgd... can train up! Hee YAy! sign a contract with them too...wah alot of papers, so many lAws.... Sob...1 week have to work 6 days... not compulsory sunday off , in addition got overtime also Haizz... But This is CHEF Line i have to FAce it....
all of a sudden , I wana to become excutive CheF! one way i can achieve my Dream!~ Africa~ Wait for me ~
time TO focus on my career Line, Phew~TOP cheF~ starting 3 oct... can imagine how buzy i going to be...
hopefully i can learn alot ~ and adapt to the new enviroment hee, Sunday my Final Soccer Match~ MAy Winning Eleven Have A Victory~ GOLD MEDAL ~CLAIM it ~

Winning Goal

2005-09-24T16:28:00.000-07:00

FREeDoom~~

back..pHew..Exams OVer! YeshH 1 week of holiday , hee hee Praise GOD! After this is my attachment le, Wow Time Flies... Oh MY....ToDAy the Most EXciting Match ! My First GOAL playing FOr the TEam ~ ! Winning GOAL !~ a very tought match, meeting another shatec team ... tought game both are quite equal in strenght, we were like struggling at the first half.
after my stunnING Goal at Second half WE MaKe A CoMe BAck! we trash them 4-1 ^_^ MuahaaA!! going thru the semi-finals, Guess wat ? i fighting agains Zhichen's team and Eunice's Boyfriend Team... hmm.... going to be a Tought GAme. -Winning Eleven! ROX!

During the 2 weeks of Dreaming and Studying....many thoughts came into my mind.... as i ask myself and also god! I and GOD really Believe or is I , i should't be leading anything now! yesh! i need to Stay Pure in my HEArt firsT. a dream or should i say a thought suddenly flash thru my BRAin OR should i SAy a Vision. But this vIsion However Give me a FEAR~, But I Know GOD want me TO GO! START all OVer again!~GOD i want TO be YOur SHeep.! Shatec! HELP me TO Win! CG ! i need TO search bacK my PAssion!! HELLP HELP GOD !!!

-----------------------> searching for my passion i Once Have
LOrd, teach me how to give my Life To you. i Want to Build a foundation & not on someone else!
hmm.. am i Crazy ? lol? i believe serving god is a wonderful thing, many people desire to serve. Many People serve Because of Title, Friendship, Fame, Spent Time. i want to Serve a Living GOD! serving with JOy, a Purpose to Complete the TasK the LOrd hAs Planned for us!@
The Path is DArk, hmm, i need a candle

_Enjoy the SOng" Lord i Give my Life"_

Need time

2005-09-13T08:58:00.000-07:00

back! homeSweet Home, wow been awhile seens i last touch my blog. Inuyasha how u doing? did You Take CAre of my rEAders ^_^ hee. Hmm...dusty around here, time to clean up abit. Yea! my soccer game another victory~! it was very early in the morning, so i did't invite the Di =) i saw eunice there too, zhi chen was there playing his match Yea both of us had a gd victroy tat DAy! After the Game, when out with my teammates...first time i went out with my classmate..amazing, our friendship when deeper....most of them were malay, only 4 of us were chinese. One of my Friend Alan Wow... he told them abt GOD Haa..Stun!~ somehow added me an courage to be open to them in our daily prayers and church. HAd a wonderful DAy with them haa we took alot of pictures and WE SAw Slyvester ~so Handsome~! ha~

times Really Flew, recently alot of things happen in ministry and in school. In ministry had a Conflict with this person...haiZz its like a problem which will never solve, not going to care anymore. talking abt leading in Church, dun get shock ! i dun want to take up the leader role...i just not the one leading people. too man hurts, i lost my confident in hope church..somehow it reminds me abt johnWong...did you left like me too ? dun woRRy i am not leaving god. i WAnt to get out of the LEADERShip. in this walk many has happen, really saw some true brother & sister who came to encourage me Thanks, hmm.. not leading doesn't mean Backslide ! Been Praying ALot, someHow i Just dun belong .... i know there is a direction i must head, i Am not giving up. Well i am not going to forgive this PErson~ unForgiven~i dun think the person even care abt all this happen.

I just so Worried abt my Caregroup, indeed when the sultan hits the LEader the Sheep Scatter!
Hey i dun think my Caregroup ppl are like Tat.. They are Strong! they Wants a rElationship with god! Dun give UP .. caregroup now u need to even love god more and grow. i need more time, i gOing to search for growth too... run Further CG! Out run me!

Brief

2005-08-30T12:44:00.001-07:00

Wow... World of warcraft is a nice game, so tempted to play haa! Grr... Dota Rox!! Too
Hmm... Quite awhile seems I last bog, many things happen did;t really get a chance to blog it haa.... filling my minds with so many events, Throw * haa ... last Saturday did;t attend service sob... haa most of u will wonder what happen ? hee hee got a soccer match~ have to go ... wat to do Star player mah. Ha ha that day we trash the opponent 6 to 1 , was a boring game… not much of fight haa…. Hmm... This coming sat has matched again oh nO…. sob

Recently lots of challenges came upon my Life, hmm… sometimes we tend to feel fearful not knowing what to do, indeed… Alright I just remember these verses Joshua 1:9 haa be part of the challenges ! ~

Testi

2005-08-18T11:59:00.000-07:00

wednesday careGroup was Fanatastic ! First time i lead a CG prayer Meet, never done b4 but i felt the prensence of god follow past us when we sing and also pray. Just got this assurance that he listen to us( looking too ). Many testimonial was shared, Touch*

Di3 Prayers
* Double Growth by end August
* CLs & Sh to rise up
* Personal Growth for each member
- God Asnwer us ~Thanks in advance~

Wow guess wat happen today, woo hoo! my hearts was fill with Joy tat i could't express..... i Hotel called me today for an interview Yesh LA ! woo hoo .... at first i was so worried abt this matter very worried until my hair drop....Still can;t relax yet.... Tml is the interview 10 am ! god Be with me where ever i go ... so happy hee during Cg moses prayed for me, it was answered.

Another TEstionial too ~ Moses has Growth... He did;t lead 3 million people.... but he lead one ! praise the Lord he is a Sheperd now !1 So excited for his Growth ....!

thx god too larry give me a voucher on Taka 20 dollars hee can go there do shopping for cedric birthday present. sheep=> cedric Ya too must grow k ? ( haa if you see ) thx for being a wonderful greatful faithful coreteam to me. whenever i with u , i felt encouraged haa! think back we really come very FAr.... but tat's not our end .... it our begaining of our ministry Serving goD.

Ularie still so Love the presence of God Like Rain

Weedends

2005-08-14T22:05:00.000-07:00

Oh my, came back from the happening week ends haaa, friday i went out with my Caregroups member to go Swimming at Jurong East !! WaS Fun man.... i meet the guys at 630pm...somehow i was delay by the North east Line. Was rushing down , hee but thx god! Jonathan Came too haa he is a jinX! lol .... any where we go, some things will happen... JinX!! haaa some how spoke to me... Well... then..... soon after tat, THIS MOSES CALLED ME ! i almost wanted To Scream aT him.... Haa... hmm... Lol... he told me that he was still at home. actually my mind was Full of anger and discouragment ... in the end was a PRank he played on me... Grr... Get you moses !!
Swimming WAs supER Fun..... but poor wilson had a Flu.... could;t join us, But he join God haa he was reading bible on the book of john while we were swimming and having the Fullest Fun.. hmmm.. Wah..somehow i am inspire by him to read more Thx Wilson. TAt DAY was Great! i SAW LarrY True Colours Haa..!!! he was afraid of heights..! i tried to help him conquer his fear by asking him to try out the 3 story high slide haa... he was super unwilling, me and jonathan keep on persudaing him up until the very last min when we was abt to slide in the whole he still hesitanted ...LOL... haa this moses and cedric ALSO !!! afraid of heights haa but in the end they conquer their Fears... they went in eXecpt MOSes !! CongraZ! cedric and LarrY !

Stealth DAy

2005-08-07T11:26:00.000-07:00

haa..doing my project now, take a short while to blog hee... Well today was Sunday Very fruit day haa alot of things happen.... Right in the morning, i went out with my Family for a early marketing and breakfast woo, as usually we went to the market near my house haa.... got no appetite to eat so at a small cake, my brother dennis and sylvester ate nasi lemak....Tell you arh there the Nasi Lemak is very famous. Almost every sat and sunday the quene can last until noon time....none stop....just to eat a plan have to wait for aleast half an-hour Amazing( DELious) haa Yummy... but was a bad day for me haa, got very Angry with my sister Debbie...UnForgiven ! haaa she took something from me and spoilt it...Grr can;t tell wat... later get scold by haa...it was a gifts! hmm.. sad yet Angry.... Well....FOrgive ? haa hmm...Grrrr Dots!

After my Family day, i decide to bring along with me sylvester haa kinda promise him to go watch movie. poor sylvester wait for me 5 hours b4 he could watch... 12 pm was having tuition for a fellow brother... wah..my subjects i learn kinda rusty ...time to brush up... maybe i can start teaching haa for a job +) only first 5 students free =P Tuition Lasted for 2 hours ,later tobias came to help out in the teaching too haa thank god for him... Phew ( ya should know Rusty) haaa one Amazing happening today, while i was walking to center point to get a card pastor Jeffy walk pass saw me and called my name...Wow ~ he talk to my brother touch his head haa we chatted awhile and say See u later at S11( i was thinking will i see him ?Dots) Amazingly when i was returning after the purchase, i brought my youner brother up to let Mh baby sit haa i saw him again.. Dots.. we were like WOw Smlie* on the face. well was a great experience haa, well mh did;t get to baby sit sylvester haa the more shocking is my brother was baby sit by STePHen haa.... Oh my they waited for me almost 2hours plus..! Then WE started of a group sheperding conducted by jeremiah at 230Pm haa, was a Super Long lEsson with tim,me and tobias together learning the word of GOD.! Amazing jeremiah can fight with Donald already haa the longest teachings i had attended...... Thank god for Him! well ended at close to 5pm...Haa while i was sheperding poor jey waiting for me at PS .... haa late* We walk around in town, later ended up at cenilisure watching the Movie Stealth ... was GREAt SHow !!! not only the Gal is pretty haa but the show had lots of actions by the Planes and boming around.... touching too.... saw how the leader care for his teammates...Got inspire by him.
Guess wat after the show, jey keep on thinking abt the last sence of the show.... haaa...he was sharing....abt Haa 2... haa well i shall not exlpain too detail =P haa ask him ...(dun Say i SAy ) LOL oh my... we had burger Kings TOO yummy.... haa GReat DAy....well reach home.... around 930 pm.... Phew........... My projects calling me hAaa...Dots...Rushing.. hmm... my mind like very blank.....God help me ! was talking to cheng cheng just now, he got his results already thank god he able to studying in singapore but he will be leaving sg on tuesday hope i can join him for aleast a meal, he going back china for 1 month holiday break. time to do work ! wEll... hope ur day was Great Too...

Ularie still so love the presence of Rain *
PRayer List ( can help me pray too ^_^)
-Family to Grow Strong(relationship)
-D.i3 new march !
-my sheeps ( and also ChengCheng,Jonathan,Zhichen for Success)
-School Studies
-application of my hotel outlet at swiss hotel
-LOve and patience
-Staying Healthy in the Lord
-able to be a blessing to others
-Finanice
-Most important of all, 4 wifes ~ at Africa Muhaaa...

thanks ~ with many Love

Will come to past

2005-08-06T03:45:00.000-07:00

Sup! haa today was a amazing day. wEll, work up at 930am went to meet cedric for sheperding haa we discuss abt the growth of D.I3.. time really flies. I could still remember those days when i just started to become careLeader, Struggling with so many grow and testing Ooo... i when through .. i so Happy, God really touch me...i was having certain vision abt di.3 months back, i want to hit 15 ppl, and birth Cg by end july some how god answer me Woo...James rise up as a Cl....Very happy for his growth... and birth Cg.... WOW i hit one of my Goals...
Althought Di.3 when back to 4 ppl, it's not the end but the beginning of my vision..... so excited serving god when u see sheeps and ppl rise up wow...happy..fill with joy, another of my vision or goals is to training all the ppl in my Cg to be Leaders ~ Cedric & Moses & Larry~ Rise UP ~ was planning and planning abt my cg ... god where u want us to head now ? need your guidance !

Currently planning on my projects, haa piling higer and higer ..... wow alot to do. have to work hard on it hee...my restuarant name is HarbourTwist Serving Austria... hmm....suddenly i thought of Moses... haa the bible character.... a really amazing person.....he lead 3 million ppl out.... to the promise land. how i wish i could do Great things for god..! something i wonder am i serving god enough ? haa i remember wat pastor jeffy said that he and his wife are worried tat are they serving to the fullest.... hmm...some how i felt something is missing.... dun know what, but just something.... haa.... think too much hmm... time for bed.... niteZ

Words ...

2005-07-12T13:30:00.000-07:00

hi, God ! Jesus! Holyspirit! hee hi People ~~
phew...Sch holiday just ended, haa thank god for the holidays if not i will get work overload....haa back to sch this weeks, been quite stressful....But sometimes will see a mouse (jinMing) haa running and hidding in sch/classes haa...hmm..lamb Chop...Hey Ming Careful not to cut your hands =)
this week timetable, its really packed....god i think i going to grow more white hair already sob... haa, this few days i discover that the word of god is very important, somehow i been struggling in this areas.! for exmaple: when your sheep encounter problems how often u turn to bible for answer or you use your own ways? hmm....ppl ask you qns >? u know how to answer ? like? who is jesus ? why his hair so Long ? haa jking...-----> wat abt this---->why jesus have to died ? why must we commit to a local church ? wat is worship ? what is heaven ? how can you proof he exist ? why we can eat Pork (MEiHwa) why we can't eat thinks without shells ? and alot more...wat is faith ...haa.... how can you proof you faith if a NB ask You tat ? ............
hmm....dun why ? i feel so burden over all this, maybe god wants me to increase in my knowlegde of him, i believe being a strong leader not only good at skills but the word of god is the key to build us and remind us time after time....his word did;t change but, we keep changing.....Hey if you read the bible....everyday? doing QT ? how come you got no questions? bible too easy to understand ? no rite ????? hmm...sometimes i dun understands i let it be in my my as doubt....hey ! its a sin you know if ya dun clears your doubt....because its a good time for Our best enemies to attack us....(devil) LETS love our GOD with all Our Strength HEart And MInd...

haa time to doing my projects , hmm.....k le shall end here ! read the word of god DAily with understanding, if dun lets flood our leaders/sheperd for qns !!! espcially Meihwa haaa can ask flood Jey , shelby huixian and me haa her armour bearer +)

In School

2005-06-20T20:47:00.000-07:00

hi.. Great!~, having my lunch break now in school. amazing today its our school USA potato competition haa, YEa! i was involed haa but not the contestant. but the traffic control, LOl guarding the prizes and the people coming in shatec ... haaa sounds FUN ? ZZz but until 7pm and its raining too....YEA Later going to meet cedric for sheperding ...woo hoo... will have a great time man ~! can;t wait.... plus Starlet night~ WAh....2nite will be along night to finalize all the things and preparations....Holy is the Lamb ~ Times up! gotta GO ...

Ularie Likes the Presence of god Like the RAin FAlling....uponME

the DAy i had to Remember with Honour

2005-06-01T16:22:00.000-07:00

Woohoo...... just watch the Liverpool REplay and high lights of the Game........Fastastic...Game.......REally very inspiring for all the Liverpool FAns out there >~ reaLLy You never WAlk alone.....Tat day the atmosphere there in the game must be REAlly High....Man.......if i can only go and watch haa...LIVE>>>> Alright Time to SAVE money>>> GEtt the LAstest and only this YEAR LIVerpool Champion LEague Jersey ^^ Haa....Well Steven Gerrald still the MAn of the MAtch.

CAn't WAit to Play soccer with my Old buddies..Haaa miss Them...gotta organized hee
Well, Remember You'LL never Walk alone The motor of Life ~~ it needs a team to fulfil it ^_^

Three cheers of LiverpOOl with the Stunning Come BAck ~ Carlsberg`Be part of the Game`

KingDom OF Heaven

2005-05-31T03:12:00.000-07:00

hee...hmm LOL...today i overslept miss School Omg....... dun y so tired haa...guess my mind getting heavier..think to much.....hmm....did;t went soccer with my sheep too.... hope he understand...hmm......today i watch the movie Kingdom of heaven ...at my buddy house alot of things happen haa...when i see tat show....it some how speaks to me....wah the show very BLoody although its not according to the bible.....but i believe most christians face tat too.....i remember the priest said " convert to islam then later repent " kinda amazed at wat he say....then why hurt each other ? wat are we fighting for ? in tat war >>>>> but our LIfe...why? we want to be wat u wana to be , or sometimes you keep on pleasing others ? or make yourself attention seeker...or even want to achieve things tat seems impossible or u just Follow the LEAder ?...... hmm..... wat's the kingdom of heaven Like ? ppl who have little Faith ? why we wana do gREAt things ? check your motive ? cos in the show some LEacders of christtian do because of wealth and Fame.. y must we ?Fight for god's right ?......... Hmmmmmm........ now i finally Under Stand......

I serve gOD because i LOve his people....to help them know the Freedom ~ god has for us.....
Alright, wana Be a Holy knight ~For God YEA~ the knight to defend his people.....challenge you too hee if ya are reading.......many ministry out there....really needs us to particpate on the War....a WAr of PEace for Man Kind......When you draw your sword"Do it with righteous & love"
May the LOrd be with You ~

Donnie So Love the Rain ~

those DAys i miss

2005-05-29T11:42:00.000-07:00

yEee....

haa, back from the blogless days GREAT!
hee manage to know how to use the links in the blog YEA gREAt...
Hmm,wat;'s happening in my Life...Recently kinda came back to my schooling days,Yea!~~ no more attachment for now hee....phEW...Almost Faint during those times...thx God hmm..Recently Pretty Buzy too, got my new Job (kitchen Hepler) Hee REally learn alot guess wat? my cutting skills improve Greatly, Wana Try ? pass me your hand i trying chopping or Slice it heee jking...Not only TAt ... i got involed in leading the First Big D.I mattew Event called starlet Night where we will dress in costume ....haa Maybe i dress as A detective ^_^ sounds cool ? haaa well really kinda nervous abt this event ... ami leading ? haha yea god is leading it hee..Alright!
Backtoo blogging feels Good..ha~ like chatting to god and sharing my Life. Yea ~ God really blessed my a new buddy hee in my class ^^ i going to work carefully too, he will come to know christ~Full of Faith.....got 3 contacts,phew..... not quite responsive hopefully they turn up in the mattew event god you handle ba.. hee
Somethings changing kinda can;t wait....YEA!! going to have new Sheperd~~ in 2 weeks time hopeFully will get better....and Help me to Grow like neverB4... woohoo...... thinking back i changed 2 sheperds already, first was Donald second was Abigail 3rd is ?????? lol not review yet no matter who.....=.=" its still's god anoited one hee.... actually when i first converted haha long time ago, i was hopping to stay with only one sheperd haa but it just keep changing...haa....LOL. mY sheperds are really gd, donald i remember always there to teach me new things abt god....abigail always use her jokes to make me laugh...Hopefully this new sheperd going to Build me...UP... A Man who Follows the ONe(jesus) YEA~!
Update about my caregroup~~6 commited ppl attend and serving faithfully with me hee very glad to have them as my armour bearer, sheeps,support and most important of all is LOVe tat i learn and recieve from them.God i still have to retain 3 People who i truely Love imfact i thought abt them almost everyday, it seems like burden and guity if i dun retain them . god will punish me sob... sob... god will make a way( infact i feel somethings changing hee i share when it Happen).
D.i3 will Grow....We gotta hit 15 by end of July....WAh....GOd neEd YOur Guidance and Authority to grant us sucess....YEe i Am Walking with gOd...

D.i3 LEts FASt and Pray togeher everyday one meal to End JULy~~ hee Oh my Plus the Di FAst hee Alright Fasting 2 meals aDAy ...After this GOd will make me and His People Strong!
Donnie StiLL so LOVE Rain +_+ yea god's presence

2005-05-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

hey..been a long time seens i blog...haa how you guys doing...Yea! thanks to jey my blog got some new links and songs haa...hmm...Amazing, yestaday during the Cl refresher we had our camp in YWCA... the church spent over $28,000 ...for the us wOw...Amazing... we got rooms to stay and buffet for lunch and dinner ...Phew Bloated.... haa... the Event was Great had alot of fun but too bad i miss the first day of the camp...cause of my work.
Today heading to look for Jia Ming , gREAt Jonathan taging along with us too..YEA! plus Cedric and James bring his friends ...Wooo GYm...haha LArry going to train us Strong... phew got to go back class already...STay Healthy to tune in to the next "Espoide"

A Dream

2005-04-14T09:16:00.000-07:00

Eek ~~
haa...recently back to my afternoon shift in attachment again, wah kind got stretch by the time because of attending work place plus doing my make up lesson Phew.... almost everyday 10am-10pm + haa...phew.. The moment i reach home.... Bath.. Sleep....Whole body in Pain...but i think i grow fat already, felt my tummy Bigger and bigger haa...

Hmm...Yesterday i a very weird dream seems so childish and Scary too...it really happens hmm....thought of it kind of boy... haa... i was like a superhero, Spiderman Yea. ~ my favorite Cartoon character ha-ha... but i was really him in my Dream, sweating... i was swing here and there in the web string, suddenly i meet this Gal i can't see her face , was kind of blur. It seems we knew each other a long time already felt so warm.. after tat, I suddenly saw a person was going to be shoot by a stranger standing in a far distance, i swing as fast as i could to save the person by blocking the shot, yuck ~ i was shot at the arm, bleeding bad... all a sudden i feel so Lost i want to See something, I keep on asking the person who I have save to go with me, but tat stranger keep on refusing....I sent her home , then I notice was the gal I save....oh my.... Weird....
So I started swing, into the sky again with my hand bleeding continuously ....I feel a ergo to go back to look for her... Somehow I appear in a apartment below, this time the scene was scary... I somehow know that particular gal I was finding I had to ask permission from his dad… he was sitting beside the swimming pool, but I notice he was fully guarded with man all around him, I just ask him can I go look for your daughter? He says yes… a wORD yes ~ so I started walking…. Will I walk pass him ….i look over the other side was a swimming pool, noticing beside the pool was a human stack co of death bodies… with man standing around it…as I enter the low apartment, I have to take the lift up... While I was approaching, a Man came and stop me... almost got a fight , saw the lift open…I saw tat gal again… so Blur…~GRRRr ….talk to her….when we reach the floor yucks…all the man charge in to capture me…I was chain up, they brought me to a Very big swimming pool… I notice a lot of ppl waiting like watching show, some are going to become food…ZZz I saw a huge ShARk in the Pool…. It was terrifying my mind was blank….. I saw a guy being throw in b4 me….was eaten up, was about to my turned, tat gal appear again to unchain me…I grab her and swing a crossed the pool , was very worried tat the shark would jump up to bite me, but ….. ?? It didn’t, phew… I was carrying her; it became so bright suddenly we appear in a bakery shop outside wanting to buy fruit tarts …. Suddenly a women voice, was shouting silver get away, was scolding stopping and there was a tensed ….sadness was like all over the sky, I just Grab her tide …..Te TE TE TE ! I was woke up by my alarm… and I remember her name Silver …. huH ? who is she ? confused by the dream, god telling me something ? is she a angel ? of comfort ? or direction ? or a sign of warning….i was stubbed……… Suddenly I recalled I was baptized as Daniel …. He was a guy who can interpret dreams… I should have too rite…

Hmm… Conclusion… weird? A It seems like god was telling me something… hoping tonight to seek answer …. Yea ! or I am just to tired … but was just weird a ghost ? angels ? hmm…. But I feel save… ^_^ any angels name silver ? Wana married me YEA ?

okie le....just shared my dreams... still think its weird hahaa...something is wrong... Dots... DOTS>>>.... hmm... time to rest >> needs lots of energy ... RESt well PPl ~~ god ya too.... need more hints =D xie xie ..ha..Gdnite

a weeking of thinking..

2005-04-09T10:58:00.000-07:00

WAt sup ? dude ~ Act CoOl...hee

hmm...hmm...Last week sunday , meet out with jasmine and all the guys leaders of hope...had a great time fellowship with them...jasmine was talking abt 3 things hmm...kinda really hit me in my thoughts about my calling.
Indeed a am a very ambitions guy ~ ha... i want to be a billionair ~ Air i guess..... wana marry 4 wifes and have 100 children being a chef ? cooking for the poor can i really do it ?..haha just a joke...stay in africa ~~day dreaming.. SO wat's my calling am i just able to feet into the category of teachable, faithfulness,Loving?,accountable and all the needs to be a CL or its god's purpose tat he called me.
Sometimes i ponder ~ why can't i help those who are more in need example the children home, old folk, Bishan home, HopeKids,NKF haa... indeed they need more ppl like me i guess ... i Remember during my high sch, haha... i did;t had this passion for misforture until one day i love this gal, i got myself in the community service ... oh my... became a leader hmm...REally miss those laughters and hardwork i put in ... my motors was to bring a smile in every patient we taking care. i Feel joyful....a sense of commitment...a hohourable life was well respected in the secondary sch...as "Pretty BoY" ha.. a nick name my best buddy always called me.

Church-Was a believer duno how i got myself in the leadership...has god really planned for me ?
how can i know weather am i in this purpose ? one way i can know is ...Haa guess ? ..... testing and testing.... non-stop action like paul Super ALot of Troubles.can;t imagine how he feel at tat time of his moment. i REcalled a lesson....god dun any how choose leaders, but he choose noble christian and the Key is Relationship.. like Moses,Daniel,David,Peter,Joshua and many more....all started to lead nations, churches of Thousands at the age of 17-20 .... Wow, can't really imagine how they lead. But one basic principles is throught their lifes. Yep they never Fail to have a burden for the ppl.
One key, when called call you he will promote you and blesses you... so i recalled ~ i WAs frm a nobody became a sheperd, then Careleader... and its like moses.... he was nothing a slavey boy but was the one who lead the nations.i believe right now i am in the stage of the ~finding the promise Land" Lost of 40 years. god wants me to learn something... guess is my weakness
i sure everyone knows abt their weakness, but are you humble enough to share >? if not how will god change you if ya are not humble ~! rite ? god is my sheperd ~ a perfect plan for us to handle our purpose in his ministry.
Recenlty i kinda feel disturb and uncomfortable talking to this person, kinda affect me and my direction, jokes are gd. but i find disturbed then fun .
think of it HAa... i Do have alot of weakness. sry Zip haa... Yea conquer them ~!
mind is packed~Step by Step i am moving forwarded~little by little i give you PRaise .

A prayer

God i need your guildance , in my lifestyle of learning and obeying as a christian. at times i feel fearful . god can you Trained me how to diciples as you had cast a vision on my mind. the promise land takes a process , i am willing to accept your testing with more courage now. HElp me in my passion, Wisdom, Love , socialbilty, style in relating with people with correct motive, and my authority to lead your calling as how you are faithful to me so am i to your flocks. Train me with resourses where you will supply. protect my fAmily, my friends and sheepy from devils. train me to be as more servanthood then ever ...i am called to be a servant.
Amen ~

hmm...blog like became my weekly dairy. i share to god =) how come you can see ? oh my

Blessings

2005-03-26T10:01:00.000-08:00

2am....dots blogging at this hour.. ha~
well...many things happened, so packed, so troubled, so stress, so messy, so cute d\DOTS, so negative, so tough.......... dots ? hahaa
amazing, i still alive.... haha...
Yestaday Easter service was nice... wow our service gonna catch up high sch already almost packed ..... many visitors new faces.....
Wow...D.i3 had grow....8 ppl now....add 1 more new brother(ng say aik) ...oh my... 9 ~ ppl in cg
i remember ...a verse... as the group continue to love god, numbers were added daily haa..yea indeed god is so faithful ~ felt quite happy abt my caremembers~ i felt tat they have growth in their character and spiritual hunger for god.
Cedric~a sheep who is loyal tat what i can describle haha...not only...he has been more committed to cg, he even brought many ppl to easter athought there was no converts in his side but i have seen a break throught...Hey keep up ~
ZhiChen~My first sheep...Dots...recently he is like MIA haha....but this 2 weeks attachment same place,i found out something abt him...and started to admire him too, can't say but indeed his a man of faithfulness & caring althought he needs to change in alot of areas, hehe i talk to him...really hope he can handle the tiredness i been going through.
Jonathan~a very unquie sheep, haha i believe god place him under me for a purpose...he knows alot ~a person who know the truth and when he is on fire.....~ wah...it really imspire me alot...recently felt close to him i can feels his commitment to god even more.~ Jia YOu
James~haha...hmm...dots...just chat to ya on the phone to 4.09am =.=" cos he stuck outside the house hehe never bring key ...suddenly phone low batt...opps...hopefully ya enter haha..hey your passion really imspire....to go a extra mile....in everythings you do...you are a person who doesn't wana miss god's blessing...Continue..K ? JUMpRUN HOP~ and Sing his Love
JiaMing~Hmm...a very quite sheep....but ya never fail to Keen in learning his word, always ask how ? haha tats gd.. blessing will pour when ya obey more and serve him ~ hey encouraged by ya alot....working and supporting yourself....hmm...ya can't enter NYP is okie~maybe god has a big picture installed for you...Lets discover it together.Love
Larry~?bookworm...dots..hehe exams alot rite...hey during the mist of exams, yet you still put god first very touched by wat you did...a brother who is caring, i know ya very tired but i pray for your aunty to touch by god today in serve later~god is with ya ~me too =)
Moses-hey Welcome to Di.3 very burden by you...haha not in worrieds but i seen a desire tat you really care abt god's ppl who are lost outside, when there is light sure there is darkness but is the key tat we know how to walk out of it with light.~ use it to share k? hey indeed you have burden me...abt god's ppl....thank you....i running with you~!
TingFeng-hey Welcome too~ dun be discouraged if ya the last one i type hehe...remember a bible character ....i forgot his name... was the smallest clan in his family but he the one who broughts alot of glory because god called him ... a very cheerful brother .... always add a strenght to our ppl ~ thank god for your smile its warm i feel Comfortable~ be a sheperd soon~!

haha....jasmine taught me 4 things....
FOrgiveness , Love , Respect & commit
its a thing tat i lack of, but i believe god allow every situation for a reason....moulding ....
it's my responsbility ~ god i want to own it.~ a Lifestyle will began...frm here

just chatting on msn with a gd friend in my sch b4, i guess she feel discouraged but i want to tell ya god loves you~ ya not running along....all the saints are with ya ~ Jia you ~ YOur fAmily be won!

God has indeed faithful, have such a wonderful sheperd. when i was not doing well spiritual i guess cos my tirdness she came all the way down to sheperd me in my house ...haha sometimes my attiutde quite wrong, but she never fail to show care and concern over me...Thank God for ya~ for correcting and changing~

god~ thanks you...wow i did;t know he are a creative god...you speaks to me every where...but i fail to obey haha sry ~ correct me k ? i going to run .... while i run you build my path in front of me! xie xie jesus ... Psalm 61

Raining

2005-03-15T04:50:00.000-08:00

I will Praise you forever for what you have done:in your name i will hope,for your name is good (psalm 52:9)

2005-03-10T12:47:00.000-08:00

Yea~ can blog again...~
Wow this week is so relaxing..... haha last sunday had dinner in country mana with Lyan , donald and john lee...hahaa was fun...we went back to pay a visit on our gd friend Kate ...she was our manager b4, a very nice lady look after us very well haha....always sat shifts all the hope staff can;t work ....she have to stress.....dots....when i siting at the table, bought back alot of memories how i started working there becoz of knowing god too haha....thinking back it seems like its god's planned tat i had walked pass ...dots... hmm...Lyan changed her hair style..very nice....very decent looking, ....after tat we went to watch movie Cool with pearline joining us watching "hitch" gd show...very funning....wat day to relaz....
this few days in work...was stressful and fun too, new working enviroment which was very different frm other outlets i use to work in, very small until i feel giddy...actually is not small the path of the kitchen is very small, guess wat working in a treasurely building....inside the building contains all the goverment money dots....so many doors locked... still need password to enter the kitchen, with camera all around the concers cool rite.... the Staff meals there were GD...i think the best out of all the attachment place i when...eat until i gain 4 kg i think....grr...felt a tummy growing.....

hmm....almost weeks le....did;t attending any cg or ss.. due to my attachment, guess more coming up.....thought of it like so long did;t skip service....haha, last time when i was nb always put plane to my follow uper , cos stay at home to playgame....talk abt game..........seens after i transfer,i like did;t touch games....or stuck in it....haiZZzz must be god taken alway...my desire...... hmm i guess sleeping time...NiteZzz

God hearts beat i felt it ...

2005-03-01T10:11:00.000-08:00

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yea~~so bless by my friends haha can use internet at his house haha... like my home Dots...~
Hmm....was reading and reading for answers recently, a had a dream....i was so desire to meet god to talk to him one on one....i had this dream so real....REal....was a blur figure siting infront of me in a table....i felt it was him and was sure....suddenly things changes...i became appearing in alot of places all the place i been too seems so successful so much of cheers, talkings,crowd with people all around...i felt i am in heaven i can;t believe it i felt so real....but i can;t talk to him, as i run towards nearer it draw further...and boom i woke up...actually b4 tat someone prayed for me tat i be able to meet him...i amaze...But Y ? god dun give me complain ? =(
the following day i dreamed on some vision...infact tat day i was praying for a vision to be caught by myself....b4 i slept i keep on reading a vision book how to know god's vision...i tried to catch his heart beat by worshipping him with a guitar not knowing how to play and some hillsongs....i believe god had bless me tat night i dream ...again this time its was more real ...i can;t remember much ...but throught tat dream i got a vision... its seems impossible ... but god given me i felt so Loved a expression i duno how to express....its seems so fantasy....yet i can felt his heart beat, i am sure it not devil ~cos i prayed~
D.I.3 .....a group which is so exciting, new ppl new leaders new sheperds new transfer ...Amen~ a foundation tat was not build but we build our own foundation.....A key for MY caregroup to grow strong is the foundation to last .....i gonna have faith in god leading me in this. i gonna run strong not going to give up....a race can't never see the end unless you seen it~
tat night~ was so encouraged, was chatting to larry had a gd time chatting.....he amaze me too wanted me to teach him the last semon tat he missed in service Wow...haha 2nd time giving sheperding on phone, after tat i called jia ming Amen~! he recieved his O levels and score quite well...~~able to go poly Wow...so excited for him so happy...but i kind of disturb him hehe cos he also rushing his projects had a small prayer for him .... i feel so blessed even its not mine blessing cos i know god is alive...i starting to see a growth in the di.3 ppl....today i taught a lesson on vision to cedric...i feel so closed to him ... we chatted alot of things in the macdonald haha was so fruitful until i almost late for my work dots ...but really happy a promise to him =D i will not do it again....hmm...jonathan i felt his heart beat...starting to run along with me again....i felt it.....I just got this feeling....i had alot of vision for him...god need your strength~ Ineven Zhong huan , i feel it....his desire to grow and love god....i felt it.....heard he gonna to do survey tml in semei ite alone ~~ so encourage by him....i gonna run with him TOo....

My vision should be god's size~! not devil.... hey god ~protect everyone k ? bless them ^_^

i still so like this website " http://www.andiesisle.com/Love_Letter.html" a love letter

A short mail to god

2005-02-26T20:05:00.000-08:00

wow time flies.....it just travel so fast, hmm so far what have i achieved ? hahaa wat's my future like ? a church planter?a Soccer player?billionair?a chef? or a begger...Haha....
all sudden, i think i lost my vision in d.i ineven in my life, the more i serve the more i feel like tat...aimless....so tiried....GOD y Must do all this ? is it the only way to reach your kingdom tat you lay upon for man kind ? Stresssssss so tiring, GOD are you REAL ? i getting to doubt you ~
i feel like i am running without you...god rem the caregroup worship ? y you never came to help me i feel like i leading so phyically ... i am so weak spirtually, y u put me as a CL ? i am weak, i can't .... the vision getting further and further... i can't even think... but god you are faithful you sent angels to me thanks....a sheperd who always ask:" you okie ?" dots...a good amour bearer willing to serve with me, accept the scolding by me yet still so Serving to you....a guitarist came into my caregroup became my sheep, he is a cl b4 almost became a UL...i fear sheperd him...i dun how to love him god ? how to ?but he always a sheep to perform wonders...aid the Cg surpisingly....a Great entertainer came always tried to tell us his jokes making us laugh make the cg atmosphere up hey thanks bro...i really enjoy it ~another sheep who is so real towards me like my buddy...who like soccer with me thx! a new sheep haven't retain yet...HOW? but when he attend cg the lessons i taught always so attentive towards my teaching really encourages me......another member who is so Focus to god ~amire him but studies first tat's the way ~had a gd time with him in the bus stop.....
god finially a angel you sent ....so dear to me...i am touch ....amaze by you ~ really encourage me its the place where i first make a decision...a decision tat Loves you~ a decision which changes my life...no matter wat the future is god you are my god which i LOve . i need you to lead my life
a promise~

go visit "http://www.andiesisle.com/Love_Letter.html"

Vision

2005-02-02T03:41:00.000-08:00

hi...hehe sry recently testing to create a new blog ...but not sure how plus no time to do so did;t set up hahaa...better use back...Lazy...
after the show today on HOTEL Hawanda....its a really amazing show.... it tat the dark secret behind the UN ? hahaa i was inspire by the main character..i want to be a person who love my family unconditionally... i saw a vision hehe i believe in it ....i aiming for it .... i will ! cos its not my strength >is GOD
when ya get to know more abt me then i share hahaa...

YEA ! feel so refresh BY him, always suprise me in alot of suituations ... YEa tml Caregroup can;t wait to go !!!! hahaa i going to lead for god YEA.... then friday i want to go tp hq hehe see lyan ^_^ gonna cook for her hehe my big sister ~~ opps haven let mh know yet will Pull her along too... haha those who are close with me will be bless by my cooking hehe its a blessing to know how to cook ~~

ZZz hehe well ya guys take care ! hehe i like rushing blogging like tat hope ya don't mind =)

huh ?

2005-01-20T18:18:00.000-08:00

ahh....yestaday was fun....haha. I went to my buddy house to stay over after a game of soccer at np Zzzz boring game suddenly i had lost my touch in the ball, make alot of mistake really lost my skills, when the ball came to me i did;t had to confidence. my team keep on losing...haiZzz but had a great time with my old buddy.
after tat her mum came to pick us home...for Dinner Yummy... then i stay over, HAha Fun! playing the whole night, with xbox hehe using his computer and watch The last samuria woo...got another old buddy join too haha long time seens we had this..

Recently been thinking alot of things....hmm....wat's my future like ? alot of things i fail to see haiZz i even lost my vision in god.. dun know wat i am doing? iszit due to the tiredness ? i need a vision a goal to make me keep running. keep on asking and seeking...still can;t find hmm...god can renew my vision ? i felt spirtually weak, Zzzz haha dun be stubble! Its normal to have tat just reflecting on my ownself. hmm...must thing of a neW Solution" SLacker" YAy...hahaa
first i must gain back my fighting spirit Grr esp in soccER.. i worse then a newB Zzz new blog still under construction...Yea i want to be a half-demon ...aleast i can kill ahaha...monster i mean .!
cool if only can go back to the past, then i can hold sword running around the protect ppl sounds fun ^_^ The Evil has Risen MuhahaAAAA MuHAHAaaa LOL

My hope and desire i found them in You! i am yours I am Yours~~

Attachment daYs..

2005-01-12T03:57:00.000-08:00

Hello, finally got a chance to blog again haha....too many stuff and dun have a com hard update too. thx god ^_^ for jonathan house haha.hmm...this month had been a very very buzy month really....stetch my physical body hahaa...due to too my attachment in school had to work every day except sunday from 5.30am to 3 pm wahh....then after tat got sheperding and cg or prayer meeting to attend ......phew.......NOt Enough SLeep !!! but do it for god mah ") cause i Love him ....

abt the granny, last 2 weeks during new year count down me , caleb and wei ping went down to amk to look for her at the mrt station...but did;t get to see her, this few days also....sob wondering wat she is doing now ? tat day we went over to her house we bought things for her but she was not at home...so we decided to put the blessing outside the house but was worried tat ppl might just take...all of us prayed tat no one will take hahaa but wei ping pray a curse prayer LOL....who take will be curse =.=" hahaa... guys continue to pray for her protection ") yep !caleb n Wei Ping Thanks for going with me !

tired...blog another day PPL ! continue to Run the RACe Strong ! Romans 3 a chapter of Faith hope in encourages YA .......tought and long...race.....Trust the lord and he will make ya path straight

The day i felt a pain in my heart

2004-12-21T01:23:00.000-08:00

PHew....School holiday coming to and end Zzz haven enjoy much ..so much had happen throught my holiday....Wow Our CG BESt mAN ! So many vistor i can;'t imagine But its so REal...WOw and With Have 1 convert and 1 WAnt to connect to our church So Blessed ..... and Sheperd rising up too... CEdric & Big J WOw they are gd armor bearer to me, cedric always there to support me in my leading covering my weakness hehee can;t tell my weakness and big j always there to support me finically so Blessed by them...i can REally see god's image reveling to me day by day as i run the race......So excited for tml CG Wooo hoooo Larry coming and a new guy joining WAH....really need to pray for convert ")
This week is so pack until can't breathe, but thought this few days i felt god spoken to me, i was so touch and almost Cried....as usual i work til 4 pm but today have to meet big j for sheperding.
while i reached amk , i suddenly i decieded to walk to his house cause can save money...while i was walking i saw a old lady on a wheel chair on the path way...she stop me and ask me for help, no second thoughts, i help her...she wanted to travel to the market...while i was pushing her on the way we chat....but she was very negative abt life, she talk abt dieing and want to commit sucide and told me abt her past how she got herself into like tat...i felt sorry for her but i don;t know how to help her so i decieded to help her all the way pushinh her back to her home after we get her dinner long jounery to her house but i enjoyed the chat and her story. funny part she thought i am a china guy hahaa maybe because my chinese not gd. so i pushed her all the way to blk 546 i think but i can remember how to go her house..she stay at 9 floor
I thought i could help her in her house but suddenly she ask me thanks i can go , so i thought i should go because its hard to trust a stranger and she live alone...so i decieded to make a move and i wrote my contact number to her..i walk to the lift and from there i could see her...thank god the lift did;t came so early suddenly i saw her smilling back at me and she.....she...tried to jump..jump... TAT moment i was so Shock ..i RAn to her stop.. dun do that i dun how to comfort her ...all she did was crying...i almost cried too...tat moment i felt something i myself also duno how to explain...but i did my best to ask her not to do it again in chinese, i told her call me i will help .. so i ask her to go home and take her dinner dun think too much i went to the lift again , but i hide myself waiting for her to enter the flat then i go off..tat moment i prayed for her....
Been thinking abt this matter....wat should i do ? Life is very important Really....Really we need god in our life.... So many broken family in the world....i suddenly felt so hurted even its not me...god i dun know how to HELp but i want to Help them...
Last time i thought abt why must i serve DI ? or Church i might as well go to serve in community service bring a smile to ppl and ppl who needs help....now i understand...Without God in our life...we are like a unperfect being without life. indeed we need to commit ourselves to church so that we will not make history repeat itself but we are a history maker. when god write abt my life it includes all of my brothers and sisters as well. i might not have so much cash or weathly or talented but i have one think ... is Love ppl unconditionally....hope this encourages you do pull throught watever area in you life you are facing now.
any of you can give me suggustion on helping her ? ") thanks

My blessing this Week ") i prayed for job god had indeed bless me with a job and its quite flexible mon- thu 10 am - 4pm thank god aleast i had something wow i want to GIve all my THanks TO YOu ! and god bless me another thing too...during my work place i saw my ah sim..means my dad's side brother wife... but she had divorce with him already..was quite surprise when i saw her hehe tat day i did;t had money for my lunch wow she came..suddenly cos the perveriously day i saw her there too..so she came just to see me wow ...we had a gd chat and she bought me chicken rice all breast meat wow...double potion somemore.... so i took this chance to invite her to my church services on thursday 7pm-9pm she say can but will lent me know again WOW praise the LORD man >>>> i really want to Hug ya jesus.... REally its so amazing...so many ppl appear ...god i doing my best... i am inperfect yet you use me...? why god ? haha i know because you Love me ") yea! me too
So many thinks i want to share haha i will share the next time when i blog....

DREAMS SO FAR yet its impossible throught because i believe~~~
ularie still so Love the rain ~~~ never walk alone ~~~

MONTH OF RAin

2004-12-12T11:42:00.000-08:00

Cool...Finally Holiday started, phew had a long exam during last 2 week kinda Buzy with them But its over Yay...can relax for 2 weeks then gonna start my attachment already ZZzzz free labour..haha...but not bad can work in hotels. next yr maybe can;t attend sat ss due to my attachment ZZz...but cool can attend adult Service hahaa alot of hopE kidsZZzz..
today was fun...donald and mei juan came to visit me during my work again hahaa...we went out to eat during my lunch break...poor 2 of them gotta eat veg no meat for them....then we went to a stall called " tawin Delight "EEK we ordered smelly bean cured and Stuip Noodle hahaa...cute names 4 of us ,plus that GAy too hahaa...was fun ! sometimes i wonder ? y got allow gay in this world ? hmm.....they making me feel sick ...... hahaa....
abt 7pm....cooL yoming came to visit me too...haha had a great time with him walking around eat ice-cream too .... yummy....then Finally I stop work and went home...
LAter abt 12 pm... hahaa COOL we Went to watch Arsenal vs chelesa Haha....WAs a draw game...abel brought durians for us hahaa plus donald too had a Great time >>>> Cmon Liverpool !!! must Win ....... Steven Gerrald GOOO!! hahaa.....overnighting now at abel house,
suddenly thought of Pradeep and alot of ppl in my CG, Hmm got Cedric, Big J, zhi chen , james and a new transfer Zhong huan...WOw..1 more added to our di strength so happy....
Thinking back.... i was nothing in the past.....God had really bring thus far ITs really amazing never thought of handling so many ppl hahaa....god's power.....thought all my journey i remembered always be content of wat u have hahaa & in every situation Give thanks to God !!
WOw this coming christmas althought i dun have much contacts But i have Faith There Will be ALOt of cOnverts because GOd is so REAL ....
BBQ on tuesday !! Dillion & calvin haha pray for them to come....

YOur LOVe still amazes me......
Ularie STill SO Love the RAin

Exams

2004-11-29T08:13:00.001-08:00

hmm...entering a period of exams now....this few days very Stress...almost everyday reach home very late...really dun have the time to sleep well and rest well.... too many things to do .
this month my grades in school drop not as high as my first semester...Sad....haha but i will continue to trust god ....yestady had great fun together celebrating abel's birthday hehe me donald, clarence,mei juan,yoming and jason we played risk together and ate noodle wooo so nice...feel so warmed with them

that day was working on the gay guy again....was quite worred to eat or fellowship with him alone...cos i scare i can;t control my anger if he doing anythinh funny hahaa..but really wana thank god for sending The tp ppl to my aid...wooo~~~ relief Donald came and mei juan .....and to my suprise abel came too haha... we went to eat lunch at burger king yummy haha too bad the tp ppl can;t eat meat...hhaa i can;t drink soft drinks due to our fasting and prayers but we had a great fellowship with the guy(faizal) 25,malay/indian . haha the most funny part is when donald thought the chicken cheese stick was without meat, when he ate in then he reliase hahaha...then he puke out ...EEKkkk yucks.... then the mei juan duno wat happen keep on laughing ^_^......
after tat....i was quite touched they waited for me, for my job to end then we go out together to celebrate abel's birthday ...at his house althought is not that grand but i really enjoyed the fellowship and Fun....haha and risk too..YEA>>> HAd a fruitful DAy...Will continue to work on the Guy....First have to overcome my fear...ZZzzz then LOVe him....like nb.....GOD HELp me okie ? yes! heheee So tired .....i really need more strenghten.....D.I.3 core ppl !! must help me i need your back up !! i gonna run Dry..soon.......HAha...... PRay for me.... again i am doing my project now....its 1 am.. gonna rush home...ByeZXZ

MY love has never Changed>>>Ulaire Love RAin ...
I want TO draw Closer to god>>>Searching heaven GAtes ...
D.I.3 Rocks ~~~ gonna make it A BEST CG in DI... when we love and care for one another~~
Encouragment-hebrews6:10-12 no matter how much work u put in...u see no results dosen;t mean god is not with you but is a process of moulding...your character ...you patience ...you love ....you faithfulness wat i learn this few DAYS...may it Encourages you too....as god always remembered U.

2004-11-29T08:13:00.000-08:00

Time of harvest

2004-11-22T09:39:00.000-08:00

wee...Finally have time to blog..after such a long time...hahaa,but at the wrong time too hmmm rushing for my project to hand in tml. its 1.42am already yawn~~~ Exams coming have to work extra Hard....
haha a joke of my life,recently got this nice job very fun,as a promoter =D guess wat ? selling baby stroller and some combi toys and more hahaa...so fun can always see alot of kids running here and there ...WaH so Cute... i want a Kid too ... can;t wait to become a daddy ^_^ been dreaming...but must focus on my studies if not how to support them Going to build a wonderFUL FAmily for god TOO~~thx god for Ya
heres the joke,or a oppurtunity haha..last sunday i was working, got to know this malay guy which keep on smiling at me hahaa...thought he was quite nice guy so we had lunch together during our breaks , throught the experiences with him in the lunch i feel uneasy as he keep on give me those LOOKS( if u know wat i mean )YUCKS.....then YEStady nite..he msg can we be close Friends....i did;t reply. in the morning he msg again so i reply sure,y not haha...too MY AMAZE>>>>>>>>>>>>>he say i got some Feelings for u =.=" EeEEK i knew he was A GAY>>>>>> oMG...he is dead muahahaGHAHA i going to bring him to church LEnt god handle him (25 yr malay guy) pray for him to come to know God ..hehe god are u testing my wisdom hehe must be,time to read more abt tat so can explain to him abt homosextually
Ahhh....time to print out my projects and cedric ones too...too tired...DI.3 Lets grow Okie? Hope the combine CG will help DI TO GROW and STrenghten !!

Hope of hopes

2004-10-18T03:17:00.000-07:00

Having all hope on D.I.3 yea !

being part of the joy

2004-09-28T21:52:00.000-07:00

hi..been a long time seens i last blog due to my internet service down and my com graphic card need a change so did't went online sry =D.... sch started already going into a buzy mode again haha...if only we got more time to play sob sob...recently been so bless by god i became a sheperd of 2 sheeps Yay...with pradeep & zhichen as by Sheep feel so bless Lord must bless me with wisdom....now god has given me another role to do is to LEad D.I.3 i feel worried and stress is it too fast LOrD? i am still very weak in my word how can i be a service to U ? lord i really miss you alot can i see you ? hahaa..talking to him..hmm....just read throught cedric email...god did;t choose the best or the most talent or capable leaders but he has chosen those who are willing to listen to his kingdom .... It is not by my strength to Grow Di.3 but its by God who work throught me !! yea LORd help D.i 3 to grow To become the Leaders of tomorrow!! Faith & trust

its is your Love
ITs is your mercy
it is your kindness & compassion that fills me up inside
it is your grace , its your goodness
the Rain tat FAlls....like a blessing to me....
open my eyes....Seeing the Light....Heaven appearing to me...
I shall keep my pace and Continue to RUn.....

Love frm donnIe

sleepy Blogging....

2004-08-31T12:40:00.000-07:00

Ooo...at mario house now...wah...its almost 4 am already HaiZZz still have my project to Finish hahaa abit lazY....tats y blog..awhile...eyes are closing................=.=" had a gd chat with my god mum haha heard alot of her stories wo....she is a very paitience neigbour hahaa...alot of people use her ask her for help she just do willing...i admire her..man...always so helpful...hmm..but the ppl around her bully her yet she knows but she still help WAh.....she knows i brought mario to church YEA!!! she did;t object it COOL !! wah..she trusted me alot, i pray tat one day i can touch her toO...yea!! D.I is not so simple DEvil !!the ppl are so passionate about jeSus Dun try tO Distract uS! In Jesus NAme!! Devil GO away>>> yea..have Faith Brothers & Sister Testing is coming...lets are Go throught the Storm With A smile n Not A worry..REly on him...Cause every step we take he is looking at our hearts and not our actions. little faith can;t Achieved much for Him.
LEts Rise up For him Cos he is Alive....Yea....suddenly thought of Footprints=D
he is Carrying us in the Storm......Let the Rain Of ur presence fall oN Me ^_^

Breathing the aiR...

2004-08-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

in class now...hiaZzz tiring DAy... hours aRe so Long...goinG to Kill me Soon CAn't takE it ANyMore...i want to do WAt i WAnt TO DO!!
phew....been thinging wat jasmine had say...What will make me quit ?
Never came across this qns...GOD.. wat will make me quit ? i duno... hmm..... hmm....hmm....hmm....Phew....going to REAd more of his Words....

my heart Almost sank

2004-08-25T19:56:00.000-07:00

yestaday...had a very buinZZzz day...because of cooking....the amount of heat....wah....and the Theory lessons....so Long....driving me Crazy =.=" phew...we having a an hour break of the cooking lesson....cooking Lemon fish Woo...so yummie...wah taste gd ! haha...after that we when to a nearby coffee shop to had our lunch, thx god my mum packed food for me hehee, my frenzz order loti prata and coke....while we were chatting...suddenly he talk about his background i was shock ! his family was broken....his parents was Separated due to his unfaithful mom... then her sister wah....sec 2 only...drop out of sch, even smoking and almost took drugs Omg....he told me tat he slap her..becoZ of tat Wow...as he continue to say...i FEel a burden to pray for him...he tell me he was once christian becoz of church ppl backstabb him he decided not to go...and he believe by reading the bible at home is better...was wondering how to Touch his heart very encouraged by him even there is so many diffculties yet he still Go on....I believe god wants me to Know..so I can HELp Him I must !! GOd teach Me how.....haha...everything was smooth....we were in the topic of church then the other frenz of mine share abt how his friend came to know jesus Its was a scary onE....Hmm.....i was shocked! yet its gods wonder..hahaa..lazy to continue ...should i ? ........okie la abit more....I Drop my Handphone on the coffee shop......HELP!!!!! when i reach sch then i notice ..... Immediately i Ran Out of sch ........to the COffee Shop.. i WAs VEry worried KinDA dry Can;t afford to Lose my Hp...i Keep on Pray him..GOd u must Guard it PLS....
when i reached, i did;t see my hp on the table ...nor the floor ...Eeek ...I quickly ask the coffee uncle TO my Amaze...he KEpt it FOr me...Like A angel Sent By GOd to guard It....WOw.....

LEts walk By faith .........hoo time to teach my sheepy abt water bap >>>u Grace still Amazes me... RAin on me^_^

66 streets In NExus

2004-08-23T01:09:00.000-07:00

Yo wats sup PPL !!! muhaHaHAa...FinaLLY HAve U smeLL WAT dOnnie IS cooking=P I GOT A SHEEP !!!!! wooo hoooo..........muhaHAHaaa..lets skin the sheep alive =D opps. phew .
almost 1 and half year in the walk with him i finally granted a SHEEp time to be serious..God u are really testing me...give me a nepal sheep..wah..abit of communication problem but i will try my best and paddle hard...my word of god is weak i must repent!! really have to read more of his words. i want to Grow LORd !!!
wooo sunday when to follow up on pradeep at his house hhaha, when we reach he just wake up, haha..after tat he went cooking yummie...he was cooking some nepal dishes wah the chilli sauces was very nice..i LOVE it..muhahaa first time in my life i use my hands to eat rice hehee i follow wat they were doing, so i ask them y must u eat with ur hands ? they reply me god created us to have hands so eat using the hands as a respect to the food he given us.hmm...dun know from which teaching but sounds quite bibical to me...god created us to have life.. lets live our lives to the fullest for him lets trust in him and paddle hard as he leads us to his plans =D ur Faithful servants !ERomer ShoutS!! riddles of rohan TO WAR !!! amen^_^

Twins EffECt

2004-08-18T01:50:00.000-07:00

blogging today again...Hmm....duno wat to blog erm...YEA 3 more days is 66 streets Cmon LETs invite !!! YEA my mum is coming...nervous Woo hOOOOO.........Suddenly i felt tat time is so Precious to me...waHH really got not enought timE!! YEA but every moment i have i Want to use it FOR him>>every...tests next week and this friday omg...EXAms next 2 week EEK>>> so fast .....time TO Really Study already Hahaa..today in pratical cooked roasted chicken YUmmy!! i whole chicken mAn haha...i ate HALf...omg.....and still so hungry MuhaHAAa...i AM a MonstER ^)^ OOoo also most time to go DRama HAHaa..class ending soon...blog when i am Free AGain. Character and Word of god is Important YEA AMen !!lets LEarn n Grow TOgether

Amazing FIRE Works

2004-08-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

woW...Time REally fLies...this is my 6 week in school hmm...sch is quite tiring...lesson are long and alot of stuff must study.This Few Days been Wondering abt something....hmm...That national day, i at city hall waiting for the fireworks to start,jeremy was with me thx god he acompany me or else it would be quite a boring National day haha we share alot of things abt our contacts and how we are going to work on them Very encourage by him and his faith, Man...God is REAlly moving in Our hearts,mind,soul and strength without all these i duno how i can make it ...Suddenly...BOOm..BoOm...BOOm...The Fireworks hit high up in the Air..i Was so stunt...WOw the Fireworks was so Beautyful i was just so amaze by it! Suddenly this vision came to me....Can;t Tell U....but hahaa i know when i do my bEst for god !god will give the BESt, we must be like the fireworks it really applys to us christian..its just only 1 seed in you Are u going to Blossom like the FLower or Remain as A seed the choice is yours....but when it Blossom.....it will Burst out and spread like the FirewoRks.
hehee suddenly remember the song we sang on sentosa Friends are forever,it was so touching....suddenly i feel tat in life there are alot of friends each with their own unquie characters and style Some will be forgoten in our memory some will remain deep in our Minds and some ARe just so irrating hahaa...but most important things is in our life time we can only have this life time to treasure those Friends once missed its hard to Grab hold of them again.....i Remember one incident when i was young, during sec 1 got this gal sitting near me in class...time goes on we became close Best Friends her name was Rose she was always so cheerful, but Suddenly one DAy...i was playing soccER near a block below i hear an amubalance sounds suddenly i Felt a pain in my heart, i was worried....i after 10 mins...1 group of friends walk pass us...they told us tat some one faithed near our school gates and it was Rose...and this distance was just so near just that i could't See it...Friends god created us , lets encourage one another dun Let anyone of us BAckslide....cos god is faithful so are we...Friends are here to share our life with...The WAlk of Love is Long....dun Give up^_^ "Amazing Grace"

JoyFUL StrEss

2004-08-11T00:53:00.000-07:00

Blogging time...hmm this few weeks i am so pack with so many things,almost everyday reach home 10.30pm++ hmm..althought my mum did;t scold me but can tell she was quite angry...But i know i must put god first wah..my projects and school work still alot pileling up more and more...sO stREss god need some help!
Wow..Drama was fun and serious also did;t know tat it could touch 900 ppl in service wah...have to do well MAn!!PRay hard for more ppl come on 21 agust...Thx god i manage to give out most of my invitation cards Yay pray hard for them to come!!

I Stand with FAith in him And not alone +__0

2004-07-23T10:52:00.000-07:00

Give up wat i Love Most

I Sold by beloved army......BLoodangels......ouch must i sell it ?too bad! its sold.use to spend so much time on tat game haiZZz all gone to waste now i really understand what is things ya can;t carry away when ya die but its the LOVe tats FLoat you to heaven gates =D thx lord i Give up on that GAme...I rem this song LOrd i give you my name i give u my soul i Live in you alone!!everyday tat i have i want to worship u alone=Dnow in school libary lacking...

Life in shatec

School started almost 3 weeks so far, still kinda hard to adapt into studying mode hahaa..been late 4 times so far in sch haiZZzz feel so bad .we are given 20 points for each student, if ya late 1 time it will minus 0.5 or absent will deduct 1 pt eek now i left with 17.5 pt oh nO!!! if all gone MEANS expel frm sch =.=" How come school so strict guess god is really testing my patience in lazyness, i still remember i was always or almost everytime late meeting Tp ppl b4 hahaa feel bad sry >.< Time really flies so fast i am almost 20 already eek...too fast le god can i become young again guess not hor.

problems face

haiZzzz stress n doubts in my mind, how to work on this contact =( god i know u are testing on my loving n patience towards him...abit too much i must contrOl...Wah tat guy so thick skin one de, always wanted to be notice by others like attention seeker haiZZzz cosing to many problems,in class he keep on asking so many lame questions yucks cos alot of classmate to dislike him ,he keep on hiding his past n background dun one to tell me how to help boy cmon tell me!! fEEl quite weird ,cos when i am talking or with him,can notice alot of my classmate look at me with those weird look aiyo he also a man mah just tat abit crazy opps.Lord need some wisdom on this how>?i duno how , can guide me!i dun feel like to talk to him but i know each 1 is important to ur kingdom i can;t give up !yea still feel like punching him =P

Feel so love by my mum !! hahaa almost everyday she wake up in the morning n cook for my lunch then i bring to sch eat hahaa can save alot of money,plus such a caring sheperd mei hua hahaa always have food to eat during sheperding lesson one ...so sweet will teach u some skill when i master Culinary skill in arts of cooking.feel so bless by god hehee he always give me enough not more not less jus enough haha then have to make alot of decision how to spent it hahaa its always just enought but i would rather choose to bless cos i love my brothers n sister ^_^be a channel of blessing !

LOve for god

Draw me close to u ,lord
I want to seek u lorD, u are so highly exalted
Bring me with u lord, n take me to tat place!
Finding day and Finding and night
searching high and low,just to see you,jus to see you
I want to love u more then Man...u are my saviour oh lord
I stand by faith ....I sing of ur great love.
the vision u give me....the task u show me....
Lord show me the path ,n lead me to ur heaven Gates.

Lord i want to put u first !

caregroup today.......

Omg....games playing truth n dare, hahaa...hate it usually will ask all the crush qns haiZZzzz But i know alot of Di secrets i not sure i can keep them Zip anot hahaa....Trust me ? opps i guess abit too late le...................
hmm...actually i dun like to ask abt this kind of stuff...cos i tired so hard to guard my heart ,i use to like this gal in my secondary school since sec 1 ,i was crazy over it omg she is so gentle,sweet,so caring doing all the community service haa so i like to do too, and later i found out she was so passionate abt something i duno,
until one day ,she invited me to her church....at tat time my family was having alot of problems i was in lost too i really want to thank god for her bringing me to the church...she taught me how to let go of my burden,after i converted its hard to guard my heart cos serving together in the same church ,i believe its god plan then i go to Hope of god singapore,the reason i change was because i dun one to convert because of her i want to focus n find out why she love God so much !one of the main reason, so i began my jounurny of hope hahaa now...i really can focus i love god more then man ^_^ dun ask do i still like her ,but i like her as my friend .i have faith when i server god to my best he will give the best ! i want to rely on God....Lord i want to grow up!! in spirtually i wan to DO great things For u .......talking about vision suddenly i thought of becoming a pastor but i noe its very tough but i had this feeling.....hahaa i remember nel pass me a book on louis pelua duno spell correct anot hahaa....but its a very good book its abt this man Who have big vision for god n share the ghoepel to thousands n many country and town ppl flock to god by him...i WAnt to love god too and answer wat god wants me to DO!!!!! GOd speak to me hear my heart cry for u...so love the god i want to give up my life for U =)

I will Praise you forever for what you have done:in your name i will hope,for your name is good (psalm 52:9)

I Will Never let You Walk alone^_^

2004-07-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

wow almost a month in Di group....many changes took place in my life reaLLY i had exprience the Love of god in many areas of my life during the transfer i thought i would be quite bad but by FAith n trust i learn to rely on him our saviour.the Di group really encourage me alot and i think i have discover/or should i say i have learn tat salvation for a man is very important i want wisdom lord i want a sheep or many so i can impact lifs of a thousand hehe my vision for god i want to do it !!!! AMen

School in Shatec

wah....amazing sch .....ppl there seems so rich yet i am like so poor hahaaa but i trust in him cos our saviour is super rich=D.saw alot of potienal people hahaa too many to work on jus tOOO MANy....lord i need more workers to assist me 6_^ YeA !

youth Dna (street soccer)

sob sob i feel so bad after losing to the other team during the last game yucks i really hurt my heart cos i was the one who cost it....i miss the penatly sorry brotherhood!!! but during the game i suddenly have this experiences...we are like battling for god in spirtual battle against them....wah!!!!!reaLly i felt tat n guess wat in tat game i did;t have faith i can't win =>maybe god punish me for tat reason y i lose cos lack of faith =(sob sob Must have FAith!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Brotherhood rocks !!!!!!!!!!!1!1

A word of Encouragement

Important Brothers n Sisters !! If you lost somethings so valueable u can always try to earn it back,if ya lost your money ya can always work to earn it back BUt when you come to ur end of ur life(imagine ya on the sick bed)and you think back wat you have achieve in your life OMG tat will really hurts!!!IF ya dun want tat to happen Listen serve the lord whole heartly with great joy n faith WAH....Live ur life for jesus to the fullest cos there is only 1 life to live n one life to die!!! Live it to the fullest of All Amen...

My vision

In his heart a man Plans his course But the Lord determines his steps i obey the lord =D

WAt dOnnie stands For >.<

D=dare to make a stand for god
O=Open to Salvation in sharing
N= never will i Backsilde
N=Never will i say NO
I=i shall DEpend onGod
E=meet my Brother n sister n the Ending RAce WOW!!!

SEt ur Goals now ")have Fun